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Torment and Pain

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Lost in a cold abyss, waiting to be found & rescued, as his soul is ripped from his very being and his heart begs for a relief, he dies inside. His appearance doesn't change, but his innermost feelings and thoughts locked inside to never see the light of day. He will never be the same. The boy is tortured in mind and reality. His only hope is to escape, but his way out becomes another form of torture. Slashes are on his wrist and neck with fear in his heart that it will never end.
He tries another route, he runs, looking over his shoulder. He lands himself in a worst situation. Their eyes full of lust peer at the boy. He shivers and backs up right into someone, and turns to see the eyes of the devil then falls on the ground. He reaches out for something....anything...anyone.....to save him, but everyone is blind. They don't see the shivering, scared boy.
Hands are reached toward him. He does everything he can to escape. He cries out in pain, but no one hears the boy’s screams. The lost are forgotten. He knows he will never be able to escape now. He gives up the fight, but only until the hands loosen their grip, then he lashes out and runs again. He runs and runs until wham...he falls again...passing out from the pain in his head.
Waking up to the same old surroundings again his heart aches. He knows he didn't escape and now he will be forced to endure the torture again. His mind wonders 'why, why must it be I?'  His thoughts wander and he gasps for an escape again. His entire body shaking as his hands wrap around a dagger that he thrusts towards his heart and screams from the agony....he missed.....just barely. Knowing that he would bleed out, he pulls the dagger out and lays down trying to find peace at last, but as his eyes start to close and his heart slows a figure approaches....then nothingness.....it consumes him.
But right when he was about to have his peace, he feels an electrifying sensation. Gasping for air, he was saved. Why….why did he get brought back to his hell of a reality? He wanted nothing but peace but only gets to go back to the tormenting pain of home. Just then he sees the one that brought him back, the man that won't let him leave.....the devil incarnated.
As he sat and recovered, he noticed a strange aura. He sensed someone he knew, someone that could help him. When he had the chance he snuck out the window. Lucky for him it was the first floor. He wouldn't look back. He had to stay clear minded and head for the security he felt in this aura. He started running as fast as he could and turned a corner to run right into the being that had the secure and safe aura. As he was about to lose balance two arms reached out and wrapped around his waist. These arms weren't like the hands from before. He looked into the eyes of the figure and couldn't help but smile as he gazed at the gentleness represented in those deep blue eyes. As they peered back and gazed into him his breath left him. He felt at ease, felt safe, as he tried to steady himself. The feelings started overwhelming him and all he could do was cry.
When the deep blue eyes softened even more from gentle to sympathy, to worry, he knew he couldn't stay and felt his heart ache from the fear of going back. But he turned on the spot and ran, he ran for as long and as far as he could. Panting from the running, he knew he shouldn't have pushed himself so much for as soon as he stopped he collapsed to his knees and beat his hands on the ground. Tears rolled down his face and he couldn't stop them now. Not after he held them back for as long as he could. He had to free himself. He feared to be locked away forever but he also knew that he had to stay and wait until his knight can find and rescue him. His knight would rescue all of him: mind, body, and soul.
I wrote this a while ago ...years actually. It was in my journal but someone told me to put it in here as literature so I did. Its not great but I actually wrote it specifically without naming a person to try to show more emotion. Hope its noticed.
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